The Crash After The Crush and How It Improved My Marriage

Pieces of Me

For six months, I had an unshakable crush on a man who was not my husband.  I couldn’t focus, couldn’t eat, and even though my son was taken care of while I was in the grips of my emotions, I only provided the bare necessities.  Yep.  Even Mac-N-Cheese was a challenge.   We ate cereal for dinner.

After all,  who could eat  when TOMMY was in the world?  I needed the extra time to obsess about how cute I looked  in the outfit he had last seen me in.

Almost every evening after “dinner” I’d put my son in front of the TV and strut around in front of the mirror, reassuring myself that I was still hot.  Then I’d ask Google in 500 different ways how men show sexual attraction for women .  Finally, when I was satisfied for the day that he liked me back, I’d  picture his…

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